FML

Yea...today is a FML day...like so totally perfect...

So he thinks he knows her better...like yes could be...as now she only wants to talk to him and her *other guys* ....while yes shes not all bad...she even messages me... like twice a day?... when i spend my whole day waiting for her reply.... NO HARD FEELINGS... its not her fault...she doesn’t feel for me...i bow down respectfully and accept it...but what about our friendship.... we are(????) best friends...but i guess now i am just the old stuff while he is the new one...ok...whatever...i don’t give a SHIT!

          As in the words of AVB & JENNIFER RENE... :-

                                 I am fine without you now, ive given you my heart....

                                             I am fine without you now, ive given you, given you everything!

     

SOMEWHERE INSIDE OF ME i do regret it...i regret being so truly madly and deeply in love with her, with someone who doesn’t care....like it wouldn’t kill her to give a shit about it... like i thought my case would be different than her other guys... i thought i was special to her... in one way or another... guess i was expecting a little TOO MUCH out of her!..... well, today wasn’t about this alone... this is an everyday thought!

HE, the fucking backstabber pervert pig.... tried to b a little too smart.... showing how much he knows about her...like HAHA my friend...u are a new player...i have been in the court now since decades!... JERK!...

          then there are some messages of her in which she doesn't use any full stops and question marks she just goes on n on writing it becomes difficult to make out where one sentence ends and the other starts u have to read it twice to unders...tand it but at the same moment you realize that theres a god written there with twelve Ws like gawwwwwwwwwwdd :( or sometimes there's a LOL with 15 Ls
Like lollllllllllllllll

like hello dude... so what are u trying to show...u know her better...n this too when he knows i am in love with her.... i so feel n i am sure he has something for her... but i have got no sympathy son.. all of that wasted on myself...like a few more lines in the comment wouldn’t hurt huh... :\

And i don’t know why am i getting so pissed and annoyed... is it actually so that i am the old chapter and he is the shiny new book... n he knows her better... i wonder... n yes... FML...no, literally FUCK MY LIFE!

PS- it seems that  i am making a bull out of ant shit....but it’s just the sensitivity if the situation and the parties concerned that make me go just a little CRAZZY!..